An Insight into the
Mind of a Teenage Emo.
April 2008
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Current Mood: 
NUMB
NUMB
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I bet I’m adopted.
I need a drink.
Or maybe some poppers.
I also need a nice boy with good hair and black
painted nails to take me away from all this hurt, please?
<3 <3 <3 <3
Currently Listening to:
Three
Cheers for Sweet Revenge
By My Chemical Romance
Release date: 08 June, 2004
6 April 2008
What
About Me?
Current
Mood: 
ANGRY
ANGRY
I
saw HIM today. Down Camden,
shoving his tongue down some 16 year old’s throat. Yes, yes, I know what you’re
all saying about us, I know what you’re all thinking, and yes, of course I’m
jealous.
I
thought we were good together, I thought he was the one.
And
sure, now APPARENTLY he’s a lot happier, but did he ever stop and think about me?!
About how I would feel?!
He
knows I go there every weekend, and still he parades her about like
that, without stopping to think about me.
So
selfish.
Men are all the
same.
I’m turning gay LOL
Hayley Williams, watch out. Sleep with one eye open, you’re my
first girly of choice :]
Serious, though.
<3
<3 <3 <3
Currently
Listening to:
All We Know Is Falling
By Paramore
Release date: 26
July, 2005
7 April 2008
A
Poem About My Real Feelings.
Current
Mood: 
MISERABLE
MISERABLE
It’s
been a while since I wrote one of these, but after yesterday, I just really
needed to let my feelings out onto the page, to stop me hurting myself.
I
wrote this last night, whilst lying in bed, my tears soaking my pillow as I
tried to cry out my memories of our perfect week together before he left me for
some complete whore.
It’s
called In Blissful Ignorance,
because I don’t want him to know the hurt he’s caused me, the way my heart
bleeds whenever I catch site of him, the way my eyes flood whenever anybody
says his name. He can never know.
Sleep, my love,
For only when your eyes
close
Can my tears begin to flow.
Unsteady, unsure, uneven,
Then flooding, unrelenting.
Harsh tracks down my
cheeks.
So sleep, my sweet.
In blissful ignorance.
Love, my darling,
For only when your heart
expands
Can mine begin to shrivel
and die.
Love, loss, loneliness
Stab at me with every beat.
So love, my sweet.
In blissful ignorance.
<3
<3 <3 <3
Currently Listening to:
All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me)
By Bullet For My
Valentine
Release date: 3
February, 2006
8 April 2008
Do
You Know The Real Me?
Current
Mood: 
LONELY
LONELY
All
the cool kids are doing these things nowadays and since I have nothing to do,
because everybody else is out having lives and boyfriends, I think I’ll join
them.
SIX
have you’s:
1. Have you ever dated someone twice?
Yes, but the lying… It just killed me inside.
1. Have you ever dated someone twice?
Yes, but the lying… It just killed me inside.
That,
and they found out and ended up hating me.
I just felt like ending it all then :[
2. Have you ever kissed someone & regretted it?Too many times. I regret all my kisses, because everybody just seems to use me.
I just felt like ending it all then :[
2. Have you ever kissed someone & regretted it?Too many times. I regret all my kisses, because everybody just seems to use me.
None
of them ever mean anything.
3. Have you ever fallen in love?
Too many times to count.
3. Have you ever fallen in love?
Too many times to count.
It
hurts.
Love
is like a rose. Beautiful to have, but painful to hold onto.
4.
Have you ever
lost someone?:
Everybody in my life I have lost. I don’t feel close to anyone anymore.
Everybody in my life I have lost. I don’t feel close to anyone anymore.
I’m
so far from everyone.
5. Have you ever slept until 2pm?
Sometimes I just can’t bring myself to get out of bed…
6. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up?
I drink to cope with my pain.
5. Have you ever slept until 2pm?
Sometimes I just can’t bring myself to get out of bed…
6. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up?
I drink to cope with my pain.
So,
yes, I have been drunk and thrown up a lot.
I
have a lot of pain.
FOUR things you
did in the
past three
days:
1. Cried.
2. Wished I wasn’t here.
3. Write Poetry.
4. Argued with my mother.
1. Cried.
2. Wished I wasn’t here.
3. Write Poetry.
4. Argued with my mother.
List FIVE
people
you can
tell pretty much
anything
to –
I don’t have anybody like that.
I don’t have anybody like that.
WHAT DO YOU
THINK ABOUT:
Your last kiss?
:,,,,,,,,,,(
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes. I’ve fallen in love at first site loads of times.
Is there something you want to tell someone?
Yes, but it is my burden to bear.
What is your current annoyance?
Heartache.
Your last kiss?
:,,,,,,,,,,(
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes. I’ve fallen in love at first site loads of times.
Is there something you want to tell someone?
Yes, but it is my burden to bear.
What is your current annoyance?
Heartache.
Do you want to change your name?
I want to change everything about myself.
Name something you CANNOT wait to do:
See My Chemical Romance live next month.
Where is your best friend right now?
In the kitchen drawer.
<3
<3 <3 <3
Currently Listening to:
I Won’t Ever Be Happy Again {From I’m Wide
Awake It’s Morning}
By Bright Eyes
Release date: 25
January, 2005
A brief explanation of this work.
It
is basically a parody of an emo kid's myspace blog. We all remember the
kids from when we were 14. The kids that thought they were in love
after two weeks, the kids who wrote poem after poem featuring the words
'bitter', 'scar' and 'razor' when those two week relationships fell
through. This piece was done for my English Language and Literature AS
Level when I lived in London and I think it was pretty well received at
the time. You guys aren't getting the full effect without the pictures, I
tried to put them in but you'll have to forgive my lack of knowledge of
this site. I gave up after about 5 minutes. The keen-eyed amongst you
will notice that it is indeed my own myspace name/picture that I have
used at the start of the blog. This differs from the original (I used
the name Amy {*{Take.This.Knife.And.Cut.You.Out}*} but for some reason I can't on this. Everything else I've kept the same :)
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